A new beginning

Tomorrow morning I have my first ultrasound. It is going to make it all seem real. It will be the first day I will truly be able to comprehend that there is someone growing inside me. Because I will have the proof.

I feel so excited that I am going to see this baby inside me for the first time, see its little body, head, legs, feet and hands. Maybe even see if it is a little baby girl or boy. I am pretty sure I will fall in love on the spot.

But on the otherhand, I feel so scared about what I am going to see. What ifs keep going through my head. What if there is a problem or defect? What if there no heartbeat?

I don't think I have ever had mixed feeling like this before in my life. All I want is to be told that the baby is absolutely perfect in every way.

Fingers, legs, toes, arms & eyes crossed for good news!